I'm not fully energized to create a massive post but I felt the calling - the desire to write.
Homesickness.
I've experienced quite frequently. I surpress it or prolong it by escaping into my laptop and logging online. Checking emails...Facebook...other blogs...my blog...Posting pictures for family and friends to see.
I also have the same distraction I had in college - DVDs. Romantic comedies that make me cry and seek out love and desire to be in love. *sigh* I've also written many many many letters. I write letters rather than journal. Chris, an area director for JVC, even suggested photocopying letters that we write as a means to document them. I definitely have been doing that.
Sadly, I don't pray as much as I'd like to. And I don't think I've silenced myself enough to hear God enough times.
...and I thought the whole point of this was to find God, listen, and fall in love with God. Bah.
Even now I'm escaping - onto my blog. I can't win! Maybe I should try it out now....
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