In a nutshell, I am...

...restless.
...constantly hungry.
...thankful.
...feeling inspired.
...sore.
...dehydrated.
...craving sweets.
...addicted to coffee. again.
...homesick.
...stressed.
...enlightened.
...confused.
...annoyed.
...happy.
...ashamed.
...getting sick.
...joyful.
...tired.
...finding God.
...deadtired.
...impatient.
...smiling.
...bored.
...missing you (the "royal" you).
...lost.
...uncertain.
...defensive.
...yearning to show some love.
...sorry.
...dancing.
...exhausted.
...static-y.
...pensive.
...inarticulate.
...almost indifferent.
...warm and cool in one.
...seeking reconcilation.
...growing within love.
...still tired.

why i smile every day

name: zepheniah
nickname: zephe
age: 5
grade: kindergarten
favorite superhero: spiderman
one of his pastimes: pretending to buck a bull

quotables:

"Can I go to the bathroom? I really have to go poo."

"Someone was already in the bathroom going poo."

"Miss Catalla, how do you spell your name?"

"Zephe, are you sharing the toys with the girls?" *smile* "My bad."

"I'm going to have a baby on February 7th."

i've decided i'm gonna take the kid home.