In a nutshell, I am...

...restless.
...constantly hungry.
...thankful.
...feeling inspired.
...sore.
...dehydrated.
...craving sweets.
...addicted to coffee. again.
...homesick.
...stressed.
...enlightened.
...confused.
...annoyed.
...happy.
...ashamed.
...getting sick.
...joyful.
...tired.
...finding God.
...deadtired.
...impatient.
...smiling.
...bored.
...missing you (the "royal" you).
...lost.
...uncertain.
...defensive.
...yearning to show some love.
...sorry.
...dancing.
...exhausted.
...static-y.
...pensive.
...inarticulate.
...almost indifferent.
...warm and cool in one.
...seeking reconcilation.
...growing within love.
...still tired.